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Birth year 1989 release date 3 12 2024 |
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My
name is Robert Berndt 519367. When I was a small child, about 2 years
old , my parents where physically and sexually abusive for about three
years. At 5 years old my father died from epilepsy while having a
seizure he drowned in a pool.
My
mentality throughout life went from bad to insane and back again as I
committed crimes, became addicted to drugs, fought battles with chronic
nightmares, Struggled with social shyness and my “sexuality”. I
developed epilepsy at 17 and various other mental illnesses I.E.D. PTSD,
OCD, Bipolar and some minor issues.
When
I was 17, I was drunk and high on heroin and made the biggest mistake
of my life. I betrayed the trust of a boy who I truly loved as a family
friend, I made this horrible decision, I cannot blame it on my state of
mind, only my bad decision to listen to the devil in the back of my
subconscious. I sexually assaulted the boy.
I
hope this does not discourage you from helping me. My family is there
to help me if the y can, but I have 4 people in my family with cancer
and serious life threatening issues. So it’s hard for them and me
especially .I had confided in my mother (aunt) what I had done and she
turned me in. I told on myself and got “screwed” in the end, because I
took a deal , laid the entire story out there and in the end fot almost
double the time I took a deal for. 7 in and 5 out is what I signed the
deal for, I got 10 in and 10 out. What I did was wrong and I know it. My
mother fells extremely guilty for turning me in. She’s been in a very
depressed mood and I want to ease her pain but I don’t know how. I tell
her she did nothing wrong but she seems she just can’t get over it.
So
, after Moke told me about your movement, I’ve decide to try to devote
some of my time to prisoner rights I would love to receive your
newsletters and possibly write some essays for your web. Possibly some
influential letters an try to help you help us. Thanks so much for what
you do.
Sincerely, Robert Berndt; 519367 GBCI, Po Box 19033, Green Bay, WI 54307
